AjaX wrote:
His eyes scan the dark forest
I'm running for it looking for an exit
My heart beats faster and my lungs burn
With his finger on the trigger
One squeeze away from dying
Oh what a surprise
Tonight they dine on beer and wine
Their greatest hunt is my decline
My head above his mantel
and my body served with bread
They toast tonight
They toast to life
Knee deep inside the hunters mind
Mud under these fingernails
He'll see my breath if I exhale
This clouded mind won't get me far
With these legs that tug like weights
To rest I need a safe place
My death is on your conscience
And it's eating at your mind
We toast tonight
Cheers! To your demise
Just read it. Not all here tonight. (im sorta out of it)
But, interpreting these lines I come to the conclusion that this is all flip-flopped. "My" isnt Ajax at all. The "He" is actually Ajax. I may be wrong already, but its whatev. Anyway, having things reversed I feel that this is about trying to get over something in the past. And the only way that comes to mind with it is to deny it completely or, in this case, kill it completely -- maybe quitting cold turkey? Dunno. "Cheers! To your demise" really gets me though. Its something that might be bugging Mr. Ajax over here for quite some time and once he is done and over with it, he realized how much better things are now that that is out of his way.
[shrugs] Maybe?